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Thursday, July 08, 2004

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he changed..i changed too..everione changed..he's probably no longer e one i used to noe..e one i used to love..actualli i noe tt long ago..juz tt all along i was hoping for us to b back together..though i noe tt he may not b like b4..i still wan tt chance..coz he is someone i reali love..bt now..i guess tats not possible le..its e end..no more probably..it is..bcoz..even if one day he comes back for mi..i wldnt wan it animore..not tt i dun love him animore..bt i gtta give up..he made his decision..after 2 yrs plus..by choosing someone else..which shows tt he realli dun nid mi...tat he is ok w/o mi..n probably better wif someone else..2 yrs plus..n i realise i aint ok w/o him..bt now..i will learn to b ok...w/o him..

so much so tt i have done..tat day b4 he sms..i was still folding hearts for him..crying while i was doing so..all along i've been folding..wanting to giv him one day..paper hearts n straw hearts..n tat afternoon..i was still tinking of making 2308 hearts for him..n i will giv it 2 him when i complete it..2308 e day we gt together..i m close to 1000...when he send mi tt sms...i was folding halfway..n i stopped..n kept all..i guess they hav bcum so so useless now..duno wad i gg to do to em..juz put em aside..aside..

hold my hands tight and we will make it through...