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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

saw him todae..at far east plaza..my ex..rather unexpected..or shld i sae i was totalli taken aback..he was wif his grp of ns-police ppl..all bald n wearing e same clothes..all of em looked in my direction.tats y i saw him.aniwae..i din smile..neither did i sae hi.i duno y.i juz continue toking to mel n walk into the coffeeshop next to his.was tt e rite way?or was mi being to unfriendly?he did smile.bt i din smile back.

aniwae..he sms mi at nite.i replied.was even sort of having a conversation thr smsing.he asked mi if i had bf..i said no n he asked y n all..i juz told him coz i nv met anione i love.i din tel him tat it used to b bcoz of him.he said i changed..in terms of dressing n hair n all..said i look nicer.n den he started asking mi out for movie n sounds veri concern about my studies n all.though its smsing,i feel tt there's a change in e tone..its juz more soft lidat..he's not behaving like how he used to b after we broke off..the one who will used to sms mi oni short replys n giv e feeling tt he dun realli wan to sms..how cum todae bcum so eager..even ask mi out..even showed concern..such a miracle.he asked mi out tis week..bt im not gg..told him tt i gt test next wk..

i duno if i will meet him up if he ask mi out again after mid sem.should i? bt if i were to go, i noe i din go bcoz i still feel for him.bt bcoz i wan to noe how he is like now..i wun b so easily swayed by his sudden concern like i used to animore.i wun.

hold my hands tight and we will make it through...