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Tuesday, August 03, 2004

hai..recently smth happened to my fren...smth which i dun even noe wad it is..smth tt he cldnt tel to anione..he wanted to find mi tt dae..bt he juz cant tel mi wad had happened..for some reason he juz cldnt sae it out..i duno wad reason..n he's feeling totally miserable now..becoz he cldnt tel anione..he cld oni keep it to himself..smth bad muz hav happened..

frm wad he saes..i can realli feel how bad he is feeling..he told mi he felt so lost as to wad to do..n its e 1st time in his life tt he's feeling tis way..no matter how i console him..it doesnt seems to feel ani better..he sae he nid to vent it out..i told him to vent on mi..scold mi or wad..i wldnt mind if it'll help him..bt he doesnt wan..coz he saes its not my fault..y scold mi..tt he'll b unreasonable if he did tt..asked him if he's ok..he said "i'll b fine..sonn..or when im dead..."argh~~

nw he's like gg crazy..tinking of doing all e crazy stuff..like repeated sex, taking drugs, orgy, violence... argh...i hoped he juz said tt oni..wun do it..i realli duno how to help when i duno e prob..argh..felt so helpless..pls dun b lidat animore k?pls!

some1 pls take away his troubles n pain

hold my hands tight and we will make it through...