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Friday, August 13, 2004

hai...sometimes..i juz wished my dad will go n find a job..is not tt he cant find one..is juz tt he's choosy n oso lazy to find..he hasnt work for a couple of yrs le..now my mum's health failing n she cant work..she's taking care of my cousie son, boi boi..n given a few hundreds a mth..barely enuff for e whole family..sis giving her a thousand a mth..hard on sis...though she earns quite alot..bt she still gt her own stuff n gta repay bank study loan too..cousin who stays at my hse is probably not gg to stay animore..which means my mum will b getting a few hundreds less per mth..

hai...life for mi gona change now..probably worse next time..when boiboi is not being taken care of by my mum..hai..now i hav to pay a fixed amt of $35 on necessity every mth..n tis comes from my allowance..mine oni 200 a mth..minus 35 s 165..which means 40 a week..argh...den other additonal expenses like topping up of farecard oso comes from there..if hp bill exceeds by e standard amt every mth..i oso hav to pay from allowance..argh..how is it gona b enuff..hai..

hold my hands tight and we will make it through...