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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

its amazing how ppl can change..isnt it? dear's ex..my ex..ohh well..tat's past...juz hope nth changes btw us. =)

aniwae..things hasnt been veri well these daes.. i've having cough on n off for soo long..my skin's getting drier..n my hair is getting drier too..ohh man..i need hair treatment!badly need one! or shld i juz cut away those split ends? i need a haircut! bt i've gt no $ for them..argh~ to make matters worse, my memory is failing mi..im i getting old? i oni rem to take my med when i start coughing.. n i dun rem to drink water at all..i dun feel thirsty..i soo dehydrated i tink.. well..dear gt to remind mi soooo mani times to take med to drink water n all..i tot tats was reali nice of him..to remind mi..i was pretty worried tt he will get fed up reminding mi..coz he can remind n i still forget..ohh well..it was reali sweet of him to call mi when he's actuali driving juz to remind mi to take med..coz he din wan to wait til he reached home den call coz he wan mi to take med asap..wan mi to recover soon..so nice..=)

sis gt mi e phamphet on ettusais products..ohh man..i wan!!e day correct powder..e concealer..e base smoother..n most impt i tink is e acne clear cleanser trial set!i tink i shld try tt..bt i've gt no money!argh~

sis juz bought her new yr clothes..even sis bought..she always buy them super last min..bt now..she had bought her new yr clothes !whr's mine?! i can still rem last time when new yr is approaching, i will get everything new-shoes, tops, bottoms, bag, accessories, haircut...bt now..ohh god..i dun even noe if i can afford juz one new set of clothes n nth else..which aint enough as a matter of fact..as least two sets i'll need..coz visiting relatives..argh~mum is not gg to giv mi any money to buy clothes..argh..n toking abt borrowing 1st..i stil owe my mum n sis money..totalling to ard $200...liabilities!!!creditors!!argh..im trying not to tink of them..

hold my hands tight and we will make it through...