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Friday, January 28, 2005

todae is e most painful dae of my life!

its all becoz of menses..argh.well, was on my way to sch for project meeting. i felt uncomfortable(not pain) on e bus n feel like vomitting. i was oni one bus stop away frm sch bt i alighted coz i reali cldnt bear wif it..tot i shld get some seats so i went over to e void deck where there are some chairs. suddenly, my stomach felt soooo pain! its doesnt help at all even when im sitting. i vomitted, sat down n rest in pain, vomitted, sat down n it juz continues a few times. practicalli everyting i ate for lunch is out.ew. e worst ting is e pain. its is soooo unbearable! i feeling soo hot, sweating all over, yet im shivering too.. i cldnt even be bothered wif how i look. my hair's in a great mess..i tried all diff positions of sitting in hope tt it will make mi feel better bt none of them helped.. i felt like im dying frm pain..extreme temperatures i m feeling- hotness n coldness, e unbearable pain, e vomitting.. i dun even hav e energy to walk out to get a cab. its sooo pain tt i wanted to cry. luckily someone gt off a cab juz at e void deck area where im sitting so i managed a few steps towards e cab n got onto it.

i kept fidgeting in e cab, smtimes lying down, smtimes sitting, smtimes half lying...e driver kept asking mi if im ok n if i need ani feng you. i hate heng you. nv m i gg to put em on my nose. n i noe it wun help too.. asked e driver to stop inside e car park so its nearer..i gtta go down a small flight of stairs n i almost fell down e stairs! i felt like fainting n im soo weak. when i finalli reach e lift buttons, i dropped myself down on a floor.. *ohh man i muz hav looked v bad.luckily no one's ard.* struggled into e lift n finalli im home!! e 1st ting i rush to is e bed. i still in soooo much pain!!! mum gave mi e panadol... i was feeling slightly better oni after 1/2 hr..

woke up n im all well!yeA! no more pain! i hate todae..i hate pain.*sorrie mel lishern n wuhao for not being able to go for e project meeting. i cld nv make it to e sch entrance. let alone e lab*

aniwae dear's back in spore!!!! =) guess he'll b reaching home soon~~juz in time 4 e surprise 4 him.. hee.

hold my hands tight and we will make it through...